A SOLEMN COVENANT WITH GOD

“Eternal and ever-blessed God: I desire to present myself before thee with the deepest humiliation and abasement of soul. Sensible how unworthy such a sinful worm is to appear before the Holy Majesty of Heaven, the King of kings and Lord of lords, ... I come therefore acknowledging myself to have been a great offender. Smiting on my breast and saying with the humble publican, ‘God be merciful to me a sinner,’ ... this day do I with the utmost solemnity surrender myself to thee. I renounce all former lords that have had dominion over me, and I consecrate to thee all that I am, and all that I have.... Use me, O Lord, I beseech thee, as an instrument of thy service, number me among thy peculiar people. Let me be washed in the blood of thy dear Son. To whom, with thee, O Father, be everlasting praises ascribed, by all the millions who are thus saved by thee. Amen.”AJB 185.1

Done on board the Brig Empress, of New Bedford, at sea, OctoberAJB 185.2

4, 1824, in latitude 19° 50’ north, and longitude 34° 50’ west, bound to the Brazils.AJB 185.3

JOS. BATES, JR.AJB 185.4

I wish that I could always have the resignation to the will of God that I felt the morning that I signed this covenant. Yet I could not believe then, nor for many months after this, that I had any other feelings than a deep conviction for sin. I am satisfied that I have not always regarded this covenant in the solemn light in which I now understand it. But I am very glad I made it, and that God has still spared my life to allow me yet to do all that I therein covenanted to do.AJB 185.5

After signing the afore-mentioned covenant, I had a remarkable dream respecting some communications from the post-office. One appeared to be a written roll of paper, the other a long letter commencing with spaces as follows:AJB 185.6

EXAMINE! EXAMINE! EXAMINE!AJB 186.1

EXPERIENCE! EXPERIENCE! EXPERIENCE!AJB 186.2

YOURSELF! YOURSELF! YOURSELF!AJB 186.3

Then followed a long letter commencing with religious instruction, closely written, of which I read a few lines, when I awoke. I then wrote it on paper and filed it with other papers, but it is now missing. There was much more which I have forgotten, but I believe the dream, thus peculiarly set forth on paper, was to convince me that my sins were forgiven. But I failed to see it then, because I had conceived that God would manifest himself in such a manner that I should never doubt my conversion afterwards. I had not then learned the simplicity of God’s gracious work on the sinner’s heart.AJB 186.4

It would have been a great relief to me if I could have been released from the heavy responsibilities of my trading voyage, considering how my mind was then exercised. But our voyage continued, and we arrived at Pernambuco, October 30th. There we found the state of commerce was very far from prosperous in relation to our voyage. But we were now at the best market for selling; we therefore disposed of our cargo. I was much disappointed also in not finding one professor of religion to converse with, among the many thousands of people here, but I was fully resolved to persevere for a full and free salvation.AJB 186.5

Pernambuco, in Brazil, is situated on the border of the sea. On approaching it from the ocean, it has a commanding and beautiful appearance. But the shipping have to anchor in the open sea some distance from the land, and on account of the heavy surf on the shore, it is difficult getting safe to land.AJB 186.6

Captain Barret, from Nantucket, Mass., arrived at this port soon after us. Concluding to sell here also, he sent his boat off to bring his wife on shore. As the boat with Mrs. B. was drawing in with the shore, quite a number of us assembled near the landing place with Captain B. to receive her. A number of black slaves were also waiting, whose business it was to wade out to the boats and shoulder freight and passengers, and if possible bear them safely through the breakers to the landing. The fare through the breakers for a passenger, without stumbling, was “one rial,” or twelve and a half cents. It was soon decided who should have the honor of bringing the American lady through the breakers. Captain B. requested his wife to seat herself upon the shoulder of the black man that was now in waiting for her. This was a mode of traveling that Mrs B. was entirely unacquainted with; besides, it was with her very doubtful whether the man could pass the breakers without being overwhelmed in the surf. Therefore she hesitated, and was silent. Captain B. and his friends urged, declaring there was no other mode of conveyance. Finally she seated herself upon the shoulders and grasped him by the head with both hands, when he steadily and manfully bore her in safety to the arms of her husband in our midst, while his comrades raised a joyous shout in commendation of the sturdy and manful manner in which he had performed the act of landing the American lady.AJB 187.1

Here also, as in other places, I was assailed by my associates for refusing to drink wine or intoxicating drinks with them, especially wine at the dinner table, which was very common in South America. I will here give one instance. A large company of us were dining with the American consul, Mr. Bennet. His lady at the head of the table filled her glass, and said, “Captain B., shall I have the pleasure of a glass of wine with you?” I responded, and filled my glass with water. Mrs. B. declined, unless I would fill my glass with wine. She was aware from our previous acquaintance that I did not drink wine, but she felt disposed to induce me to disregard my former resolutions. As our waiting position attracted the attention of the company, one of them said, “Why, Mr. Bates, do you refuse to drink Mrs. Bennet’s health in a glass of wine?” I replied that I did not drink wine on any occasion, and begged Mrs. B. to accept my offer. She readily condescended, and drank my health in the glass of wine, and I hers in a glass of water. The topic of conversation now turned on wine drinking, and my course in relation to it. Some concluded that a glass of wine would not injure any one. True, but the person who drank one glass would be likely to drink another, and another, until there was no hope of reform. Said one, “I wish I could do as Capt. Bates does; I should be much better off.” Another supposed that I was a reformed drunkard. Surely there was no harm in drinking moderately. I endeavored to convince them that the better way to do up the business was not to use it at all. On another occasion one captain said to me, “You are like old Mr. ——, of Nantucket; he wouldn’t drink sweetened water!”AJB 187.2

After a stay of six weeks, having disposed of the greater part of our cargo in Pernambuco, we south. Care, and a press of business, I perceived had in some measure deprived me of the spiritual enjoyment I possessed on my arrival at Pernambuco. I had more leisure just now to search the Scriptures, and read other books on the subject of religion. I here commenced a diary of my views and feelings, which was a great help to me. This I forwarded to my wife as often as I wrote to her. These sheets were bound up in a roll and laid by, and have not been read for about thirty-five years. I have supposed that this was one of the rolls of paper which I saw in the peculiar dream I had relative to my experience on my outward passage. I thought what a great privilege it would be to have just one professed Christian to compare my views and feelings with on this all-absorbing theme, or to be in a prayer-meeting for an hour or so that I might vent the feelings that were pent up within me.AJB 188.1

We arrived at St. Catherine’s about the first of January, 1825, where we purchased a cargo of provisions for the northern coast of Brazil. This island is separated from the main land by a narrow ship channel. St. Catherine’s is the only commercial seaport for hundreds of miles on the coast. Its northern promontory is a high mountain, where watchmen, with their flag-staff planted, were watching for whales in the offing. When the signal was given that whales were in sight, the boats from the fishery, some ten or twelve miles distant, would row out for them, and if they were fortunate enough to harpoon and kill any, they would tow them to their try works, and manufacture them into oil. Fifty years ago this business was very flourishing there, but the whales visit them so seldom since that time, that their business has about ceased.AJB 189.1

When I left Pernambuco, the province was in a state of revolution, and much in want of “farina.” It was expected that the Brazilian government would allow foreign vessels to trade in this article on their coast, if the demand continued to increase as it had for a few months past. In anticipation of this, I proceeded to St. Catherine’s and loaded for Pernambuco.AJB 190.1

As many of my readers may be unacquainted with this article of food, I would state that it is first cultivated very much like the Carolina sweet potatoes, and resembles them, only being much longer. They mature in from nine to eighteen months, if not destroyed by frost, and are called “mandi-oker.” The process of manufacturing it into flour in their sheds or shanties was as follows: A cow harnessed at the end of a shaft, traveling in a circle, moved a wheel banded with copper, having holes pierced through it like a grater. A man with his tub of scraped mandi-oker pressed it end foremost against the whirling grater, which ground it to pummace, piece after piece. This pummace was then placed in a machine like a cheese-press, and all the juice pressed out. Then the pummace was thrown into large, shallow, iron pans over a heated furnace, where in about twenty minutes, two or three bushels were dried, and when taken out was put up for the market, and, I was told, would keep three years. This they call “farina,” or Brazilian flour. The general way of preparing it for the table was merely to scald it with hot soup in plates, and pass it round for bread. The poorer classes and slaves gather it up with the ends of their fingers, and throw it into their mouths by the half ounce, and wash it down with water. At this time much of it is imported into the United States and retailed at the stores.AJB 190.2

On my arrival at Pernambuco, farina was in good demand, but the government would not allow me to enter because it was unlawful for foreign vessels to trade coast-wise. In a few days a message came overland from a President of one of the northern provinces, inviting me to come to the port of Paraiba and dispose of my cargo. Here I sold my whole cargo at an advanced price, the government purchasing a large share of it for their troops. As the drought continued, and my vessel was a fast sailer, the President granted me permission to import another cargo forthwith, and gave me a letter of introduction to the President of St. Catherine’s to help me onward. On my arrival at St. Catherine’s the merchants learning about the demand for breadstuffs in the North, endeavored to prevent me from buying until they were ready to dispatch vessels of their own. After a few weeks’ detention in this way, I employed an interpreter and proceeded in our boat some distance up the coast. Leaving our boat to return and come for us the next day, we went up into the mountains to purchase farina from the farmers. On some farms we found it by the room-full, bedroom, or sitting-room, just as they had places to stow it from the rain, for use and for sale. Some of their rooms were crowded and packed full with this article.AJB 191.1

The merchants in St. Catherine’s hearing of our success in purchasing produce of the farmers, and towing it to our vessels in boats, tried hard to prejudice them against us. But our silver “patacks” of forty, eighty, and one hundred-and-twenty-cent pieces, with which we paid them for their farina at the highest market price, was far superior to their barter traffic, and proffered advice. The first night I spent on the mountain was a trying, sleepless one. I had two heavy bags of silver, and night had overtaken us at a house where we had made a purchase, to be delivered in the morning. I said to the man, through my interpreter, “Here are two bags of silver we have with us to buy farina; I want you to keep them safe for us until the morning.” “Oh yes!” he replied, and stowed them away in a case.AJB 191.2